So far the hardest life lesson that I'm learning is that some people just can't be happy no matter what they do. They're self-destructive and just can't allow themselves on iota of happiness, it's like they feel like happiness is wrong for them.

I am learning that it's not my problem to try and fix. That is a hard one for me. I can see the answer so clearly and when I see someone sabotaging themselves it hurts and frustrates me. I know that I don't have all of the answers but when I see the answer to a problem it drives me crazy when people won't listen or can't see it.

I've cried over the situation so many times lately I'm just drained.

The sun has gone down but I'm glad that it went
I prefer the darkness for messages sent.
Sent far away on the breezes so light
Born on the wings of the couriers of night.
The stars are cold diamonds on the canvas of black
Looking down on the land they don't want to come back.
The moon bathes the world in a bright silver glow
She touches all with her song, so gentle and low.
Oh Lady Moon hear my wishes I plead!
I need you to listen, to guide and to lead.
I'm so lost during the day, I feel calm only at night
Please give me answers and please clear my sight.